May 10th

Happy Mother's Day!!! I talked to my mom today for about an hour using the webcams. It was nice, then later on I talked to my aunts and little cousins, and my brother was there for a bit, but I scared on of the little ones with the effects on my camera. It was funny. We still have not gotten the couch from ben, however we have a tentative date of retrieval, Wednesday. On other note, I am learning more and more to rely on God to help filter my thoughts, specifically certain ones. And so far it is working fairly well. But regardless, I texted britt for a little while today, I said happy mothers day to her mom and her mom personally thanked me, kinda made me smile. I am such a nice guy sometimes, so parent friendly. There is a thrill to the realization that you have "your balls back" as in you have stopped the control of someone, but there is also a thrill of attraction and the love path. I have yet to find out the true thrill but I will one day. I am sure of it, but for now I will sleep, and dream dreams of honey and LSD, well, my dreams are weird so I have to put that in there...