July 31st

Today has been something else... I woke up early, went to an agriculture fair with Brittany, had lots of fun, won $10 in a pie eating contest. There were animals and other stuff. Then when we came home, I tried getting the bed out, and they came to pick it up, I helped her husband carry the couch to their appt. It was so ridiculous... They almost shorted me cause the guy couldn't do math... We ate at leaonardos after we finished packing and showering and cleaning... Katie Rae came over for an hour, and I need to go to bed.... NOW, beach tomm.

July 30th

Alot has been done today, I have packed, called places, got everything straightened out and now I need to finish tommorow and go to bed now.

July 29th

I finally sold my bed, $150, gonna use that for something like a futon chair up north, with a nice thick mattress. We went to the pet store later in the day and checked out all the animals, we saw albino mice and there were 2 on the wheel and one would run and the other would just spin around and around. It was so funny. Earlier, we said goodbye to Eliza, kinda sad, but we will keep in touch. Sleeping was interesting... Back to the pet store, hyperactive super cute cat, caught my attention and my lovin, I wished I could take it home with me... Me and brittany played halo, and baked a cake, well, she did the cake, and soup, soup-er good, sorry, food puns galore today...

July 28th

Eliza Brittany and I played Halo 3, I had to teach them, Brittany is getting better. Eliza gets confused easily but it will be ok. We all had fun tonight, she is sleeping over tonight. We got some really delicious pizza, grilled chicken on the whole thing, Hawaiian on half and spicy italian sausage, Green peppers on the other half. It was suppose to be deep dish but wasnt that deep. This is the last time we will see her...

July 27th

Today has been a really good day. I slept till like 11, then we sold more stuff on ebay, then we mailed out some clothes. We went to the pool and when we got out we went to the mall and had the most amazing dinner date, we went to Tara Thai. I had a catfish dish with a lot of "exotic spices". It was really fun, we walked around the mall after we got out, but I really liked the atmosphere, and the food was intense, I prefer Italian though. Got to go and get stuff done tomorrow...

July 26th

Church was really good today, I realized that if I had not been brought up in the faith that I don't think anyone would have ever told me about God. I would have never known about what amazing things can happen through God. Me and brittany went out in the rain and danced and had a good time, and it was so much fun, but church deff. got me thinkin' these past few weeks...

July 25th

Good day today, got editing done. Eliza visited, and we all went to see "The Ugly Truth". Funny movie, so funny. My only problem is that Gerard Butler is Scottish and you can tell because he slips a bit. I am finally making Stephen's Mom the DVD of our videos. But when it gets done I will give it to stephen.

July 24th

Our brokenness and imperfection is what makes us us, an so trying to be perfect, although no toy will ever be made "perfect", what defines us is the cracks and chips and all the ways we tried to mend them, and make them like new. Perfection is defined as withought flaw, mark, or other spot to make it imperfect. No two lives are the same, we are like snowflakes, all unique, the water the gives us life frozen to our every part. We are like noone and nothing else, and we are to thank god for that... (see comment on yesterday...) My last day at work was a good one, it was fast and I made good money. I will have a decent paycheck to hold me over till I can get a job back in Rhode Island. Which is good, so, bedtime and the beginning of the end of my Southern Adventure...

July 23rd

If forcing a perfect situation, causes an imperfect moment, if you pick an imperfect situation, can you make perfection out of imperfection? We went to visit her grandmother, she took us to a mexican restaurant and goodwill... But back to my question. Can perfection be found in our imperfect world? Can the randomness of our lives have meaning? Can our brokenness be our greatest attribute?

July 22nd

We started to put her stuff on ebay. I still need to put my bed and stuff on there. DnD was fun, we fought undead, and had some interesting stuff happen with the ghost of the man who built it...

July 21st

Brittany went to see her parents, when she got back she told me it went well, no arguments, but only because she held her tongue. I am not allowed on the property even if we get married and have kids...

July 20th

We have decided to breed our betta fish. Ares was up first, and after several hours of trying to have him make a bubble nest... Brittany researched breeding extensively... we put them in the same water and Fiona, the girl, got all stressed out so we switched out the fish and now its raidens turn, she is reacting much better to him, so tomorrow we will try it. bed now tho.

July 19th

In church we had a different pastor, and he preached on christians being the light of the world. From Matthew 5... Second week in a row I heard a sermon on that. God works in mysterious ways tho... After church I played Red Faction a bit and then me and brittany went on a date to the mall. We went to a furniture store, Bath and Body works, hot Topic briefly, Things Remembered, and Java chocolate, then I closed at work, it wasnt so bad after all. Plus I got 2.52 more hours than I was planning! Ok, bedtime now, trying to go to sleep with children of the corn on in the living room...

July 18th

I worked, but before that I played Red Faction Guerrilla. Brittany and I went to the pool and it was so much fun, we found SQUIRRELS at the pool. around 11 Zeb Scott and their girls came over and watched some dual inferno videos, They almost died laughing at gangsta street co.... bed time now.... its late and I changed the time...

July 17th

I finally kissed her, we were at the pool and I told her that trying to force the perfect circumstance caused an imperfect moment, I feel better now, I worked today and didnt feel tired at all, it was very nice, I worked a split even, but I hope I get my hours in so I can make some money...

July 16th

Brittany, Stephen and I went to see the next Harry Potter movie. I really didn't have any desire too, and I have been feeling pretty grumpy lately, maybe I have not been sleeping well, I don't know, but I think that the movie was good as a movie, I liked the actors, the action, and understood when I was suppose to feel emotion and stuff. Before the movie started we saw some pretty good trailers, I don't remember them, but the please silence your cell phone thing waited for brittany to come back because she had to get up for some reason, and it paused until she was in her seat, I guess they knew she was excited for it...

July 15th

DnD was good. We cleared out a few rooms in the dungeon. I shot a blind guy and had the minotaur throw me down a set of stairs into some guys and i landed on my feet and almost died after I took some guys out, but its ok, it was all in good fun. Besides that I worked, it was good, except for a bitch customer, but me and brittany went to the doctor and she wrote her a perscription. She came home and took tylynol and is feeling much better...

July 14th

I gave her a concoction of pills to take and they lowered her fever and alleviated her headache. It fluctuates however, but at least she is feeling better. We are still trying to figure out whats wrong. But for now I am medicating her and hoping for the best. Work was good today, some woman called me dumb after I put her on hold and thought I couldn't hear her. I was very upset. But I can't really do anything...

July 13th

Posts For today:
1:05 PM
Sitting at the gate, waiting for my plane to get here its delayed again, leaving at 145
2:01 PM
Boarding
2:10 PM
Seated on the plane
3:31 PM
Landed in philly, still on the plane, but my connection is in the same section of the terminal. my next plane leaves at 410
3:55 PM
On my next flight
5:12 PM
On the ground and taxiing be at the gate shortly

Now, I got back to my apartment safe and sound, me and brittany went to an indian restaurant and left cause the food was expensive, we paid for our drinks... I dropped her back off at home because she wasn't feeling well. I went and ate at leonardos, I ordered cheesy bread and got 6 instead of 1, but for the same price. Brittany really isn't feeling well, she has chills and a headache and when I lay next to her it's so hot. I am going to sleep next to her tonight tho...

July 12th

Today was a good day. Church was really good, I need to sleep but... Everyone at the party was so warm and welcoming of brittany, and me, I mean, I felt like I was being treated more as an adult than before. I learned alot in the service today and it has been good being back home and I can't wait to come back for good in august. I showed a few people my videos and they thought they were good, funny and all around complimented them. But now I need to go to bed.

July 11th

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok, now that thats done, My mom told me that she likes Brittany enough, and wouldnt mind her being part of our family. We went to Cape Cod with her aunt and uncle and they offered to have her stay with them while she got her stuff straight. Which means that everything is falling in place and God is opening all the doors we need. I am really glad. The only thing stopping us now is my ability to forgive and forget. And plus, we ate at a really great seafood place, and after we got back my mom took us all to friendlys, me my bro, and brittany. It was so good, I got the buffalo chicken strips. And after that me justin matthew and brittany went to walmart and walked around buying things for stuff for him for crosswalk, and now I need to get to bed.

July 10th

So I finally got my financial aid straightened out, AND I registered for my class i needed to. We went to the beach with Raquel and Italo and his sister. It was Alot of fun. cold but fun. me and brittany had NY System hot weiners, BK, and a mixture of Tropicana and vanilla bean mixed from Dunkin Donuts. And I am exhausted right now so I'm going to sleep...

July 9th

Posts from today:
10:33 AM
And we`re off! about to get on the highway heading towards the airport

11:16 AM
we are here and my bag was overweight so the total cost was 70 dollars... now on to security

11:23 AM
At security

11:29 AM
Through security

1:04 PM
on the plane but may have to reschedule

4:14 PM
I got rolled onto a flight at 9:05. After going all over the place, talking to like 3 or 4 counter attendants I FINALLY got a flight at 7:15. And apparently my bag is still going to Providence on the 9:05. It was so hard and so arduous to get this though.

5:33 PM
Heading to our terminal via bus now, brittany found out that there are a couple Dunkin Donuts here

7:11 PM
I am now on the plane to boston and then i will go get my bags later, but my mom is coming to pick me up

9:05 PM
Landed, touched down, back to earth...

9:15 PM
Off the plane and in the airport

11:59 PM
goodnight for now, glad to be home. But apparently my luggage got to providence at 5:37 PM, When i didn't, I don't have any idea how it happens or how that works but what ever...

July 8th

My brother's birthday. I called him to wish him a happy birthday, and then not much of signifigance happened till DnD except that I cleaned my closet out so I could bring some home to save room for the trip home in august. DnD was fun, We fought in a warehouse and found a dungeon and stopped for the night...

July 7th

My last day of work before I go home on thursday. It was a good shift, I went to the jewelry store after work when brittany was suppose to be picking me up. She got so scared and I felt bad because I made her worry about me. We went to the hill tonight and it was really pretty, thats pretty much my day.

July 6th

Been a good day overall, worked for 2 hrs , my phone was bleh so i replaced it, got a new debit card, had a great time at britts grandmas and uncles

July 5th

Woke up at 8:30 because Elder needed his tents. There was steam rolling off the lake and he told me he swam earlier and it was pretty cool so I took his word for it and jumped in... after changing of course. The water was warm and the light rain that was falling caused the fog, and it was all around me. after we left we went to church, were early for once, and came home and took a looooong nap. I am sunburned on my face, but hopefully that will go away and become tan. I worked tonight, it was soooo busy for a sunday night. its been busy all day from what I hear. But now is bedtime...

July 4th

Here are my posts for today:

4:40 PM
Oh my gosh! I just went tubing for the first time, it was soooo much fun . i am going to work now, probly gonna be late...

5:36 PM
At work... a half hour late....

8:16 PM
Off work and on the way... it got busy just as i wanted to leave... but now im out and not gonna get to the spot till mid firework

9:55 PM
I have alot of regrets in my life, stupid things, i missed the finale going to grab my camera, but nothing can compare to home, and this is just a cheap imitation that reminds me not to take home for granted.

12:42 AM
Awesome day overall, alot of firsts today, first tubing, first va 4th, first camping experience...we are roughin it cause we got no mo stuff. Goodnight...

July 3rd

Lazy day today, minus work. I worked 53 minutes this morning then a few hours later. Other than that I sat around, cuddled and napped with Brittany, and played the Sims 3. After I came back from work the second time I had a creative flash, wrote it down and went about listening to stephen play his guitar. It is very good. And I am very tired. So I am going to bed...

July 2nd

I went to Golden Corral for the first time today. Trey and Britt and I went, and I ate till my stomach screamed, waited a bit, then ate some more. It was all soooo good, but so bad for me. nice place tho. I just relaxed most of today otherwise, it has been a good day, I work a split shift tommorow though. So tired, gotta sleeeeeeep, OH and I just realized that today is the half way point of the year!!!! Yay! Only 182 days left, Happy Half Way Day!!!!!!...

July 1st

Tonight at DnD I spit on the golem, met the clerk (who happens to be a book, resulting in lots of questions and book related jokes), got punched for not knowing much about magic, got palmed in the head, and slapped by the book, yeah, it slapped ME. anyway, I am a little peeved everyone was picking on me but its whatever. Oh and Josh did something and invoked the God of Death and Destruction to come down and screw everything up. He possesed josh, killed the other 3 angels keeping peace in the land, and brought and end to everything everyone knew...