I am an idiot, and idiot because I occasionally give people ideas and hopes only to have to crush them because I didn't think before I said anything. I told brit she should come home with me in august, and she got all excited, but now I feel bad because I brought up the fact that maybe it wouldn't work and she'd be stuck in RI. Not a bad place to be stuck I said, but still. But other than that I felt great today, thunderstorms, and a conversation about the future. I didn't fear it, I really like how we are together and everything we have so far. I honestly love her, we haven't argued, and if we did I can't see what it would be about. Although maybe I am hiding the crazy, or maybe I am a new person. New in myself and God, not new because she gave me reason to be. I didn't change for her, I changed before her. She is my blessing, and I thank God for her...
I dropped my goggles and spiderwebbed the shatter proof lens :( ...
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