June 18th

I didn't get alot of sleep. That voice was a bit louder today, it's a constant battle, but I know I will win, I have God on my side. I worked a split today, bad first half, after I got home I relaxed at the pool, came back, laid down for a minute, and then got up made the best grilled cheese ever. Garlic butter, mozz. cheese, ham, turkey, wheat bread and bbq sauce. After that I showered and went to work again. The second half was better, MUCH better. More entertaining. And here is why, I got hit on by a gay guy, he asked me my name age school, where home was and told me he'd come by to see me before I left... then he called back asking where I lived. It was pretty creepy, then I hung out with Stephen at work as he closed and took a bath when I got home and calmed Brittany down because she had a bad conversation and it really upset her. But I expressed my Protector nature and comforted her and was so enraged I had a desire to take action but she told me to stand down. Jake's brother is here, he is sleeping over. I am going to bed now... Goodnight ...