April 10th

Well, I am over tired, I need sleep, I talked to that wonderful girl from before until 5 AM, I went through a flurry of emotions, it was intense. I came to realize I am more devout then I thought, and nothing can change that, because my God is my King, my Savior and all. I also realized that I need to stop feeling so guilty when what I am guilty about is not as big as I make it out to be. But it will take time. I praise God for putting the people in my life that he has, and giving me the intelligence I have. And it is my prayer that I find a way to maximize the usefulness of what God has given me. Shall I write? Direct? Or shall I do something that not even I know yet? It is not mine to decide, it has already been decided by God. And now for something a bit darker, emotions are fleeting, they change as the winds do, but emotions remind us that we are still human. So think about this, would you rather be cold and empty, or feel anger and sadness? Think about it, and I will dream…