I am so incredibly out of it today, I have been having a bad day before I went to bed. I almost negotiated some "favors" with someone I would not normally talk about it to, and then I succumbed to the torrent inside and felt bad, and went to bed. But before I went to bed, I declared that that was the bottom and that I will not get any worse, but rather, I will get better, much better. I bought pencils and a notepad today, I am going to write and draw ideas in it and all sorts of fun stuff. It will inspire me towards the finalization of a few really spectacular ideas that I can expand on during the summer. Stephen helped me lay out the vision for Dual Infernos like this:
- Write and get ideas
- Make short films during the summer
- Pick my favorite and submit it to film festivals
Win or not, I can improve myself, my ideas, my abilities. I am trying to become better, and plan a route for my ambitions. But today I couldn't find my belt, left my work hat at home, and was late, not too much though because God was looking out for me. One of the delivery drivers saw me and decided to pick me up and give me a ride to work. Nice guy. I was only a minute late, which is good. Another good thing is I haven't sent a text message sent since I woke up this morning. But I got a splinter from playing at a playground yesterday, not good, but I got it out, which is good. Ok, so now the good parts of my day.
- I went to class.
- I got a B on the Econ 211 exam I took.
- I got a C on the accounting exam, which is better than I have been doing, I am almost guaranteed a C. I say almost because it isn't a definite.
- I studied for my exams on Wednesday.
- I am going to bed earlier than I normally do, so I can get more sleep.
- I am looking forward to the days ahead instead of dwelling on the mistakes of the past. J
- I am going to get a bike sometime SOON. J
Ok, well now I am going to watch Stephen play Resident Evil 5, he is going to beat it, and thus I shall watch. Ciao…
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