January 1st

1:18 AM
Today is the first of the new year. How exciting! I have come to realize a few things, 1st I have anger issues, and 2nd I hate getting pushed around and everyone thinking its ok. The world is run by the aggressive, the slight of action, those that do stuff behind your back only for you to realize it when you return. Turn away for a second and your whole world will have changed. Ok, so previously, I had signed the lease for my first apartment, awesome right, well, not if you hadn't signed anything official before you got there, aparently sending in a copy of the lease wasn't quite enough. It just gave people an excuse to step on me, I put all my stuff, the little I could bring 500 miles with me, in the second best room, and then leave to go see my girlfriend, hmmm, fun right, except that when i come back i find that ALL my stuff was moved to the smallest whole in the wall room, and they just laughed as I opened the door and wondered where all my stuff went, and found it all randomly placed in the other room... And just tonight, I am trying to sleep when everyone else goes in to try and get ready, so i get up and relieve myself, when i come back, I FIND MY STUFF MOVED, and them all trying to clear space, and when i try to return to my spot, my brother has already gone there. So where am i to sleep but the spot RIGHT NEAR THE DOOR where people walk by all the time. And I can't stop any of these thick headed sons of bitches from stepping on me, so, either people need to listen to me, or I need to knock a few heads together, i am gonna try for the first one. Now, if you think this blog is just gonna be me complaining about my life, it's not, thats just how i feel right now. If i stop posting after this morning, I have done something drastic to myself. But lets see how it goes.


6:24 PM
Ok, so about this morning, that whole something drastic to myself thing was a little far. BUT, the rest was meant, i was just in a particularly happy mood, and i am slowly getting better, maybe a bit of zenness tommorow will help, we will see. I honestly have no idea what i am gonna be doing for the future. however, today i went to my memere and pepere's house (grandparents) to exchange gifts and had alot of fun, it was nice to see them again. Well, I am exhausted, so I think i am gonna go get some shut eye.